I woke up this morning terrified today..It was a hot day at the emergency department...And i hate crowd I hate all the fights with kids' parents..they drive me crazy..But the most crucial thing is that we have no security..So Iam on my own...loooooooooooooooooool..
But It went OK...It was calm..I was calm..And again Iam sure that light smile a good talk could absorb any person no matter how rude is.
I also applied some changes..I switched the desk and the bed where we examine the kid in away that allows me to give my back to the crowd and my face to the patient..In a humble try to focus..And it actually was amazing and it worked..
Even my boss -whom I was scared that he would refuse that change- said"well ,Alaa..you are the one who's doing the physical so suit yourself..
And back to my ectopic views for today...I still see that dark area of the past where I was so unfair with myself..But now Iam breathing...My synapses are back to work..And Iam back..

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