Today I felt it really..I was climbing up and the down the stairs of the hospital feeling so much belonging to this place..It was different..It was sweet..And it was refreshing..I went up to the NICU..I sat at the office alone and for change I didn't spent the whole shift in the pathetic doctors' hostel..
Today I was so sick..Coughing all the time..And I slept like 3 full hours afternoon I couldn't feel a thing..Iam supposed to prepare a lecture for the new interns..Iam supposed to study for my masters..Iam supposed to work with residents committee to achieve our demands..But Iam not there at all...I feel like part of my mind in empty..Iam suddenly awake and the next minute Iam so sleepy..
Maybe it is the chronic upper respiratory infection Iam having..Or maybe it that sudden huge space that I have recently freed from my brain and my heart..It is like dialysis disequilibrium syndrome!!
Iam thinking alot about Egypt..But Iam secure..I think we have gone way too far from where we used to be..At least now we can speak up our minds..But it is kind of too much for people who have been oppressed for so damn long period..We can't imagine or believe that we can make our decisions and i think that's the main psychological barrier that average people cant believe..
And controversially some others are taking it so far to the degree of rudness..By being so loudly speking demanding their rights..
To keep it balanced that's the real deal..And all am doing now is waiting and seeing..
Yes!!! That's exactly the explanation of the empty-minded feeling of me..Iam just observing
Today I was so sick..Coughing all the time..And I slept like 3 full hours afternoon I couldn't feel a thing..Iam supposed to prepare a lecture for the new interns..Iam supposed to study for my masters..Iam supposed to work with residents committee to achieve our demands..But Iam not there at all...I feel like part of my mind in empty..Iam suddenly awake and the next minute Iam so sleepy..
Maybe it is the chronic upper respiratory infection Iam having..Or maybe it that sudden huge space that I have recently freed from my brain and my heart..It is like dialysis disequilibrium syndrome!!
Iam thinking alot about Egypt..But Iam secure..I think we have gone way too far from where we used to be..At least now we can speak up our minds..But it is kind of too much for people who have been oppressed for so damn long period..We can't imagine or believe that we can make our decisions and i think that's the main psychological barrier that average people cant believe..
And controversially some others are taking it so far to the degree of rudness..By being so loudly speking demanding their rights..
To keep it balanced that's the real deal..And all am doing now is waiting and seeing..
Yes!!! That's exactly the explanation of the empty-minded feeling of me..Iam just observing
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