The mighty dead Miss nice..
This is a story about a girl who is been used to be treated like a queen..Everyone would love her so much because she cares about the human in each and every person around her..They touched that very much..They loved that fact about her..
She always felt appreciated...She doesn't act..Or pretend to be someone she is not..She just be..
She never harm anyone on purpose..And if she did..I'm sorry would jump on her lips even if she thinks she didn't do anything wrong..
One day she met a handsome boy..Who kept looking at her..And once they got to sit together for some work to be done..He seemed very interested and interesting..He even gave her a present even though she didn't know him that much..
She couldn't help but notice that shine in his eyes when he looks at her..
But she didn't give it alot to think of..Maybe it is a temporary slippage of an emotion of his..He seemed of that kind..
So days parted them for a while but he always has been at the back of her head activated in the few moments she accidentally run to him..and he-yet-still has that shine in his eyes when he sees her...
Till they got together in another work...He was great...always with shinning eyes amazed look like he had seen a piece of a paradise..
She asked him alot of favors and he did them..In a hurry he did..he used to seem so busy..so busy..She always would give the excuses for his abrupt ending to everything..
He would show ultimate care and be around all the time if there is something she doing for him..Or a two days thank you for something that she already did for him...
There was always that little voice at the back of her head that he is not so divine..not so for real..it is like he is acting or something.. and at the very moment she is about to take a decision of shutting him down he would go and surprise her with a sweet word or sweet gesture that makes her lose the conversation with herself that he is not pure.
He would be online for hours and so is she..But he never starts a conversation with her only except if there is something to be asked..She always thought he is so busy with his letters and papers..Oh god she was so wrong..
She remembered when she would go talk to him and he starts to talk alot ...Like he is been waiting for her to open the chat window..But it was just an organized act..She though he was intimated by her.
When he travels and get back calling her at once..But never though to get her something out of his tours!!!
when he text telling her that he misses her and she got surprised by this thing she is never used to..
But what hurts the most are those days when he started taking her for granted..When he Promises to come and never show up..When she calls and he never call back..when he lies directly in her face..
That's what is it all about..That he dared to treat her like a crab when she is a queen..When he thought it was ok to lie,to fool,to go around and around thinking that he got her under his spell..
That it was ok to use the lamest excuses ever to justify the unexplained life of his..That it was fine to treat her like the others who is playing with in his life..
God...That what is all about..She is so special..She never been used to be another other..And he made her feel that way so much..So much that for a moment she lost faith in who she is..
God..Where did he got the guts to do it..To use her that explicitly without even considering her..He used every little bit of her being so nice and helpful..
How could he lead her to the conflict of how to stop him form using her and to hold on to her own and the fact that she really can help him and make a different in his life..
But he soon ended the argument with herself by being a jerk..he couldn't help but showing his true colors when she confronted him and yet he tries to keep a line and open window between her..By keeping her as a dear friend..Well dear friend MY ASS!!!
All he is trying is to find their peace again..Like nothing happened at all..To just hit the restart button..Just to try and not to lose her completely coz she is such a treasure as he once described her..
And till now that's all what he wishes for...But here is the blast..she 'll never grant it..As you see she really killed miss nice forever..
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PS: I really don't care who would get to read that story..


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